An open letter to you which you don't even know about

Dear J,

I miss you so much. I never thought i'd say this ever but it hurts, so much.
I love you more than you can ever imagine. You've said something like that to me before, i wonder if it still stands?
When i hear from you through text messages you have no idea how glad i feel, for that moment.
You seem happy without me, i guess you're coping real well. I wonder if it was selfish of you to leave me, given the reasons you stated. But i guess it was all my fault. It's true you don't realise what you have till you lose it. And i've learnt.
If i ever get one more chance i'll be so different. I wish we get a chance to start over again. I hope it's not the end for us. I'm hanging on to the hope that we'll be together again in the future. I don't know how possible that is....
But i know how my heart.
I wish you happiness in whichever path you choose. Please take care.

Love,
The Girl You Used To Know